Cold weather, warm smiles..

I know, it’s been months since I last updated this blog.. Or whatever you think of my tumblr, but nothing has really changed.

I’m still hidden in this vast darkness, and I don’t know.. I can’t contemplate what’s happening to my life right now. The past few months, everything has been constantly changing, everything has been a blur.

So what’s up with my life now? I have taken the UPCAT, and the ACET just recently.. And I really hope I pass, eventhough I know I didn’t do great. Plus, I’ve been doing quite okay in school too, but the stress is really killing me. With so many projects to do, exams to study for, requirements to pass, duties to accomplish and a thesis to start.. My Senior year’s quite harder than I really expected, but nevertheless, I have great friends who keep me happy, and I couldn’t ask for anything else.. Except getting accepted to Ateneo or UP. Heehee

Oh, and…… My love life has just ended last August, without prior notice, without atleast some sort of closure, without a goodbye. He was just there one moment, and the other, he’s gone, completely gone, leaving nothing but a mark, a mark that will stay forever within my heart. We would’ve reached a year, but I guess, if it isn’t meant to be, then why would I keep on living lies and pretend everything’s okay, when it isn’t? September 8, our supposed to be anniversary, was the last time I texted him, eventhough I know he changed his number, there’s this longing that maybe, just maybe, he’d check his sim for messages, but he never did. It was okay though, atleast I finally decided not to keep waiting for him to come back.. So why am I writing about this, when I’m not hoping anymore? Maybe, because I saw a picture of him, maybe because he’s wearing his jersey in the picture, and maybe because the number on his jersey’s 8….. I’m not hoping anymore, ok?

I have to type, re-write and find my homeworks.. So, ‘til next time. ☺

Catch All Time Low on Sept. 21 at SM North EDSA The Block 6:00 pm for their mall appearance and on Sept. 22 at the Araneta Coliseum for their concert! Details at www.facebook.com/astroplus1!

Special thanks to Astroplus, Ovation Productions, Dayly Entertainment and MCA Music!

I have the cutest baby cousin, Xiara Monique. :)

080911;; I was bored during Math..

Because I finished early, while they were still taking their quiz. I drew random girls, with random hair, with random clothes.. And then I drew ate Mags. :) HI ATE MAGS! :>

I know it looks crappy, it was just random…

My dad bought ne this dress with furry things on it a few months back it had long sleeves, which were quite itchy and my sister decided to cut it. Lol.

Will wear this for a mini photoshoot tomorrow coz I don’t have decent clothes anymore.. It sucks to gain weight and grow taller. :( =)))